I’m unfulfilled, but it’s my fault. It’s all my fault. I’ve spent a lifetime treating people exactly how I want to be treated, only to experience the disappointment in the half-assing our relationship or friendship. And I feel like I make it to easy for people to be in great standing considering I’m super easy to please. So I’m feeling the change that is about to redirect me and I’m thinking ‘oh boy’ lol, but when it comes down to it, I just want to experience happiness again, so I will.